I haven't written in a long long time. A lot of stuff has happened. My boyfriend and I broke up. He was so perfect. And every time he's so nice to me now, it makes my stomach ache. If I were him, I wouldn't even speak to me. Lame. And so Homecoming is going to be cool, and I really want someone to ask me because that would rock. But I wouldn't have a problem with going with a bunch of girl friends like I did last year. Last year, my boyfriend moved to California four days before Homecoming. It sucked. So marching band is kicking up. It's so tough. Pressure to be better is crazy, and all the people are hard to keep up with. And Tyler. And then ther'es this whole aspect from this other guy. It's insane. I just wish I was blind.

EM